The Transition

So Far away, So long ago,
Was the last I saw of what I know,
Keeping my mind far from what it needs,
Trying so hard to pull the weeds,
From my heart and soul, from my mind and all,
trying to focus on the future and what it holds,
I tell myself it's not the end,
I tell myself it's not the end of what is to come,
Of where is to go, and what is to do,

Holding my heart up, keeping it from being scarred,

It's difficult, but there are other things that are much hard.

My distance stays from a far,

but it kills me each time I become more,

More stuck in a box, not able to break through,

But I'm beginning to let go.

To walk out into what I don't know.

Soon, things will fall right into place.

I just gotta keep up with this pace.

Where'd ya Go?

I seemed to have not been blogging in a while. Which I find quite alright since I know no one reads my blogs!! haha...(if you are reading this right now...sorry I called you a nobody. I really did not mean it!!:) Well I have not been that busy. Unfortunately I have been LAZY, with a capital Z. Recently I have been watching Vlogs by "SHAYTARDS". You may or may not have heard of them. They are hilarious. I would highly recommend watching them on youtube. They vlog about their daily lives as they go on, with no intention of awesomeness.Yet there is awesomeness in every part of their videos! Watching those videos has really encourgaged me to start vlogging myself. Even though, I lead an extremely ordinary, boring life. But hey, there could be somebody who finds it interesting.

Often I tell myself that no one will watch it. Everyone is gonna be like "what the heck, this girl sucks." I've just put those kind of thoughts in my head and that has caused me to be a bit hestitant in wanting to vlog. But I have indeed ridded myself of those evilly decieving thoughts and encouraged myself to gonna on and make the move. Also to help all those people who just spend their time watching other people's vlogs, wishing that they could be as cool as them. I want to bring encouragment to them and help them with their fears! I can not wait to start vlogging! : D